February 2010
3 posts
I want to be with you. Be with you in the sense...
January 2010
32 posts
Lets give them code names:
new moon boy: walks past me in the hallway of school with hickeys covering his neck. He just looks at me and smiles. I said, ” You’re not so innocent now, huh? ” And he just laughed. I told him, ” You’re going to regret it. ” And I kept walking without even looking back once. He has a new girlfriend. I don’t know how to feel about this. I don’t want...
I ran away two days ago. Although I wouldn't...
Is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you...
I have been sitting here all morning trying to somehow disect my life. But everything has cause and effect. Everything has karma and luck. I got screwed over in all of these catergories. We broke up around Christmas time. And a part of me died along with our relationship. It’s all so weird and so forgein. But I deserve this. I was drunk new years eve. And I slept with my ex-boyfriend. That...
Someone once told me that every time we die, we...
A weekend in Utah won't fix what is wrong with us....
I know that I will meet somone someday and that I will be alright. But I’ll never be able to forget those nights with you. I remember the first time that we spent a night alone. The awkward, anxious, and nervous conversation. We both knew what was going to happen. But I never thought that it would get to this point. I remember the first time that we kissed. Sure, it was merely a kiss. But,...
but it burns because it's wood.
You're know you are lonely as well. So, stop...
Today, I will not allow myself to miss you on the...
Sometimes I like to pretend to be who I used to be...
sun up. sun down. sun up. sun down. and i'm still...
Our season.
I woke up today and just wanted to fall back asleep. Last night was not real. I will not let it be reality. I hate dealing with this. I’m so much bigger than this, than you. I’m an old soul. And I despise dealing with horomnal high school children. I know I might sound cocky or too confident for your liking, but It’s true more than you know. I know that no matter how bad things...
i am a ghost.
2010 has fucked up every single thing that was finally going well in my life. It’s funny how you can sit back and watch things fall apart slowly. But the second you try to prevent it, it all fades so quickly. Everything turns to dust. Ashes to ashes. I’m lost and running on empty. I don’t know how to wake up and function properly anymore. I miss how things were. And that is what...
I am such an angry person. And it scares me...