February 2012
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October 2011
1 post
So, I have come to find that I have NO down time these days. Which means I’m deffinately not going to be able to write on here every day, ha. Anyways, Ellie is back to her birth weight and then some! She weigh 8lbs 10oz at her doctor’s appointment! I’m really glad I started adding a little formula to the breastmilk. She is growing so much and it’s almost like she changes a...
September 2011
1 post
Elliza ‘Ellie’ Carroll Lowe was born at 10:31am on September 6th, 2011. She was 9 days over-due, but worth all the waiting. My water broke at home around 2:45am. And I was only in labor for about 7 hours. Everything went wonderful. It was everything that I could of ever hoped for. My mom and Thomas were in the delievery room with me. I would’ve been so lost without my mom. My...
May 2011
3 posts
Ellie girl, I cannot wait for you to be here. August 28th cannot come soon enough!
April 2011
1 post
Beautiful baby girl, from the outside in.
January 2011
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December 2010
10 posts
Wonderful Christmas. Wonderful family. Amazing boyfriend.
YOUYOUYOUYOU. i love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I absolutely, positively, completely and utterly love you.
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My days was best spent when I am next to you. I get a good nights’ sleep next to you. I feel safe against all odds holding your hand. I find myself getting lost in your kiss far too often. I try to keep my heart from escaping my chest, but sometimes I let go. I let go and I let you in. I let you into my soul. And I let you know, that I love you. I love you more than I can express right now....
“You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile and kiss their face gently before...
November 2010
10 posts
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. I feel 15 years old again. I used to be able to tangle words together so well. I had so much angst and I was no naive. I’ve tasted too much reality these days. The holidays are soon. I used to be able to find such a deep meaning within each and every one. But now, I draw nothing but blanks. I feel myself growing up, and I’m not sure if...
i once wrote how if i could remove my heart from my chest then my lungs could finally breathe again. the rate at which my beats came would have, should have, gotten me a ticket and a night in prison. my head wasn’t straight and neither were your intentions.
The rain has become a constant. I take comfort in it. And the sun feels so rare, and so foreign. But you on the other hand, are absolutely wonderful. I find home within the palms of your hands and wrapped up in your arms.
I’m cliche’, shoot me.
Is it weird that I am ready to get married, start a family and grow old?
As of yesterday, November 11th 2010, I am happily in a committed relationship with a very wonderful human being. I enjoy laying in bed with you, tangled in blankets. The human heat that we create keeps us warm during the night. I love sitting in your passenger seat, even though I really love to drive. I like how every time you answer your phone when I call you say, ” Yes, dear? “. Your...
It’s raining. And when the weather takes a turn like this, I recall distant and far off memories. I remember counting, ” 1 mississippi…” and so on in order to determine how far away the storm is. That time when I wore my bright yellow rain boots and splashed around in every puddle. The first time that I kissed a boy beneath the falling water, the way his lips felt against...
October 2010
18 posts
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I saw two shooting stars last night while I was driving. I was trying to find answers amongst the roads we used to travel. But all I got was radio stations that didn’t come in good. All I got was white and yellow lines ahead and in front of me. I am not quite sure of what is in store for me, for any of us. But I sure as hell wish that you were here to be a part of it. I remember our...
We did what we could, to save this house from falling. But it burns because it’s wood. And now you’ll never call me darling. —
We did what we could, to save this car from crashing. Your pretty face is soaked in blood. You know, I still find you dashing.
If you could hear the dreams I've had, my dear,...
i think i might want to meet the boy who i just reblogged this from.
It does not feel like fall. The rain erases the scent and crispness of the air. I have lost all track of time. I’m wandering and I am lost. I would prefer if you would take my hand within yours, instead of drawing me a map. Kiss my cheeks and warm my lips. We can sip coffee and smoke cigarettes. Like the cool kids do. Actually, just kidding, none of that matters as long as I am with you.
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Funeral today. Ah.
colbs. i bought the new sugarland CD today. i stopped at walmart on a whim. kane and i sang that song on the way to the hospital. we were smiling and laughing. and singing stuck like glue the way that you always used to. but when the song ended, we came back to reality. i don’t know what to wear tomorrow. and i don’t know what i’m going to do or how i’m going to react....
stuck like glue, colbs. i'll always take my boots...
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There is something about you that is is just so attractive. Last night, I got you all to myself. I have wanted that for so long. But when morning came, I knew that it was nothing more to you than just another night. I want to make you smile. I want to make you laugh. I want to never make you cry. I want to bring out the best in you. I want to fall asleep with you. I want to cuddle up and watch...
Everyone wants to be famous. Everyone wants to travel the world. Everyone wants to make a million dollars. Everyone wants to drive a fancy car. Everyone wants something. But you want to know what I want out of life?
I want to grow old with someone. I want to fall in love and get married in the fall in my grandparent’s old barn in North Carolina. I want to turn gray with someone and share...
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Today would have marked 3 months since we have been together. But the part that hits me the most is that we are no longer together. I woke up this morning with a notification on my cell phone reminding me what today is. I half smiled, but a part of me with struck with a bittersweet kind of sadness. Bittersweet, because I was once so happy with another human being that I saw them in my future. I...
September 2010
11 posts
Cody has a new girlfriend. Ah, the conflict.
I have recently realized that there is no one in my zip code that I could ever possibly have intimate feelings for. Well, only because I know them all so well. The only boy in this town who even remotely has my interest in Mikey. Mikey, my crush from ages 13-16. The one who knew me and I knew the best. I almost had his child. We were nervous and scared. But for once, he was planning on staying...